15 May 2008

Well its time for me to REALLY start studying. I got to stop shitting myself by studying in-front of my bloody CPU. I'm trying to study EVERYDAY for at least a minimum of 3 hours. Playing around during mid-years only saw me have a borderline pass for English and a big fat F* for the rest of my subjects. This can not do, i will never, ever take the path to you know where. I got to wake up now or its too late. Somebody help me. Seriously i need help, i need discipline, i am always getting distracted halfway while studying, i can never sit still and do my homework/read a book/watch television. I will have to move around and do something else, i just don't know why and i will always be telling myself this, :" Nevermind, just take a 30minute break, later can continue with the work", and i will end up forgetting about what i was doing in the first place and start to play or just sleep early.

This can not do, how will i ever beat Joey and score below 17 points and get higher then c5 for my English. ( you're my inspiration to do well (: hahahaha ) After i score better then you, you cannot disturb me for being an NA student anymore. I plan to score at least 13 points for L1R4. B3 for English, B3 for Maths, B3 for Combined Science, B3 for Humanities and A1 for F&N. Mandarin will be a wasted subject for me, who cares, screw it only. I plan to take Business at NP. Don't flame me for being ambitious.

Whole of next week i won't be attending school. It's pointless since they will be doing some Mother Tongue revision lessons which will prove to be useless for me. Tuition in 30. Bye.