24 May 2008

I don't see whats wrong in have another opinion different from yours? Just because i share a different view does not mean its a stupid view and yours is the best. Whats the fucking point of arguing with me just to prove your idea is the FUCKING MOST TERRIFIC IN THE WHOLE OF FUCKING SINGAPORE.

You must forever be in the right and i am forever in the wrong? In my mind i was just telling myself to stop wasting my time talking to you, NO FUCKING POINT INTRODUCING my ideas to you anymore.

I thought it would just stop there but NO. You came in, found out i bought something extra which i already had, started to FUCKING LECTURE ME. I already said i did not know i had it. I don't see the point of fucking scolding someone when he/she making a mistake out of sheer carelessness. Its already been done, why the FUCK must you irritate me. I swear if i was not using the computer i would have just given you a punch right in the face and i will make sure i will not stop punching until your teeth chips and your gum swells. I would not give a FUCK about the consequences as long as i did collateral damage on you. You'd better change your bloody attitude because i won't take it anymore, Grandma was right, you always think you are in the right.

And Shahridan, every single girl on the face of the Earth is my girlfriend okay?

15 May 2008

Well its time for me to REALLY start studying. I got to stop shitting myself by studying in-front of my bloody CPU. I'm trying to study EVERYDAY for at least a minimum of 3 hours. Playing around during mid-years only saw me have a borderline pass for English and a big fat F* for the rest of my subjects. This can not do, i will never, ever take the path to you know where. I got to wake up now or its too late. Somebody help me. Seriously i need help, i need discipline, i am always getting distracted halfway while studying, i can never sit still and do my homework/read a book/watch television. I will have to move around and do something else, i just don't know why and i will always be telling myself this, :" Nevermind, just take a 30minute break, later can continue with the work", and i will end up forgetting about what i was doing in the first place and start to play or just sleep early.

This can not do, how will i ever beat Joey and score below 17 points and get higher then c5 for my English. ( you're my inspiration to do well (: hahahaha ) After i score better then you, you cannot disturb me for being an NA student anymore. I plan to score at least 13 points for L1R4. B3 for English, B3 for Maths, B3 for Combined Science, B3 for Humanities and A1 for F&N. Mandarin will be a wasted subject for me, who cares, screw it only. I plan to take Business at NP. Don't flame me for being ambitious.

Whole of next week i won't be attending school. It's pointless since they will be doing some Mother Tongue revision lessons which will prove to be useless for me. Tuition in 30. Bye.

09 May 2008

Mid Year Exams are over, time to study.